The other night I was more on the unhappy side. To be more specific, feeling lonely and unloved. I was in the beginning of my quiet time and during my prayer a Jake Owen song kept popping into my head and I couldn't understand why it would not go away. It was "Don't think I can't love you." So I decided I would just sing it a little. I ended up singing, "Girl I can't buy you a big diamond ring, no house on a hill full of lifes finer things. and i'll you right now there a whole lot that I just can't do. But baby don't think I can't love you." And as I kept singing this I realized God was telling me "I love you."
What a great God we have that come to us in the ways that he knows will touch our hearts. I always say if I had a man who would sing country music to me one day, I'd be one happy gal. And look at that, my heavenly father was pullin on my heart strings. A God who is beyone our comprehension sent his son to die on a cross for us, so that he would have a way to relate to us. So we would know that we would not have a high preist who could always symathize with us because he knows what it feels like. God knows that our minds are smaller and can only comprehend so much at a time.
I felt so special to know that He put that song in my head to make a point. That no matter where I am or how I feel, He is right there with me. That He loves me always and that He will go out of his way to make sure I feel that. So no I cannot physically touch or hold him in my hands, but God speaks right to my soul. He tells me that I am fearfully and wonderfully made and that He has a plan for my life. That even when I feel unloved or unlovable, He will go out of his way to put a song in my heart.
Thank you Lord for being a compassionate father who always takes care and provides for me. Thank you for sending your son to create a path that I could have a relationship with you. Thank you for always being there and never leaving me alone.
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